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| OK guys check ur comments please and just do what it says....i should be saying this....theyll know....AH!
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| Why cant everything just be simple and easy? why? i
mean why not right? If everything was easy normal wouldnt be
normal but it would be what we could all do because everyone would be
great, Im slowly coming to the realization that if i want
something I need to reach for it and work for it. As much as it
sounds horrible and boring I know its something thats needed.
Lets see I want a band but I know that Im definetly not good enough to
do that after going to the concert sunday and my vocals are
just....bleh ill go into that later, so i need to work on that right
now if i truly want to do it. On top of that i want to try and
get drum major next year but thats gunna be alot of work too cuz im
going to have to do almost anything extra that i can and get good at
counting time so that could be a challenge if anything. But right
now I feel like I need to do something about the hurricane victims like
I dont wanta "just" give money and food that seems very mediocre to me
and if theres anything i hate its mediocrity so im kinda on edge about
that right now.
I should probably restate what i want out of this
year so people can hold me accountable for that and actually help me
get there.
1. I want to be more out there, to me I seem very boring and nobody likes that.
2. I want to be a better friend then I am, lately it doesnt seem like Im doing a very good job at that.
3. Get alot better playin guitar if i
have any hope at a band, I just dont think Im up to par yet i feel behind.
4. Work hard in school, like i said i dont want to be mediocre.
5. Leave an impact,
thats probably my biggest goal but i want to leave an impact on peoples
lives and make them think.
I kno that some of these will be extremely hard but Im willing to work
for it Im just saying this so that people will hold me to it and so i
dont fall from what i could live up to.
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Edit: Ok one last thing just came up a bit
ago. I was casually talking to my friend and i was just saying
that i dont really think that you should "make-out" because if youve
heard my little theory about the stairs, basicly it goes shyness, hand
holding, cuddling, kissing, touching, making out, extreme touching,
then well you can guess. But anyway I said things lead to another
thing and she told me "You learn to get used to it" I couldnt
believe what i just heard, learn to get used to it? I know that it
happens all the time and people "learn to get used to it" all the time
but that just wowed me because shes now a christian and said that and i
couldnt believe it partly cuz thats conforming to what the world wants
from you saying that this is ok and that you shouldnt worry about it,
its all perfectly natural!" But its not things like that really
shouldnt happen, you cant stop it from happening around you but you
shouldnt be the one that just goes ok and moves on with it because the
day you conform to the needs and wants of the world is the day youve
lost.....
I wish all could win
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| Well last nights concert was definetly amazing. I
mean the music was just great we rocked out and headbanged on a few
(lol lauren). But yeah I had sooo much fun. At the same
time tho the bands were great almost everyone of them had a devotional
so they werent there just to perform. Barlow Girl especially
(they all looked like allison's) but anyway I got something out
of what they said and im not even a girl! So I have a few new
outlooks on things in life that Im gunna hang onto for a long
time. But the concert was so awesome, my new favorite band is now Manic
Drive, their guitarist was like playing and moving around like a robot
and like jumping and....oh it was so awesome I was like OH LOOK AT
THAT, WHOA THAT WAS SO COOL! to chase which i apologize for by the way,
it rlly excited me lol, so if i start playing guitar like a robot you
know why now. But all the bands were great, superchic didnt hv a
good night tho the sound broke for their time and they got like 15 mins
to play when they originaly had like an hour so i was feeling for them
I mean it was horrible, but their awesome anyway so yeah.
Anyway Im deaf now maybe for the next week but hopefully ill be fine
tomorrow lol. And with the ending note i say, Do not conform to the
ways
of this world but instead look forward and dont care what anyone thinks
of you.
PS= I forgot to mention the bands: Go Deep, Manic Drive,
The Afters, Barlow Girl, Disciple, Superchic, and Audio Adrenaline
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| Relient K's gunna be in town and i hv to be at freakin homecoming!!! how lame is that!!!!
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